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My new book is coming

My new book is coming

Listen to your heart

THE JOURNEY OF A LIFETIME

Here I am again, back to the familiar where nothing’s changed. I see I left a shirt on the bed and crockery drip-drying by the sink.

It seems incredible that this place — this home — should be just as I left it, when God’s light is rampant on earth. And I’ve been part of it. What a journey! It was a spur of the moment decision, but the best I’ve ever made. I teamed up with Theo, and we just decided we’d take a road at random and see what village it led to.

The wiry old man sitting outside his house had half a dozen children playing at his feet. That gave us an opening.

“Are those your grandchildren, old man?” I asked.

His face softened and his eyes brightened as they wandered, first to them and then to us.

“All of them,” he said.

Theo joined in. “Children are so trusting.”

The laughter lines creased around his eyes. “They come to me with anything.”

“Did you know that’s the way we must enter the Kingdom of Heaven?”

The old man stiffened; his face suddenly hard. “Trust God like the children trust me?” He looked at the ground, frowning. “No. You see, I’ve had experience, which these children haven’t had.” His eyes misted over. “I know what it’s like to pray to God and have a silent heaven.”

It was my turn. “Will you tell us about it?”

He stood up. “Come. I’ll show you.”

He opened the gate and ushered us into his home, leading us to a room at the back. On the way, we heard cries and the pounding of heels on the floor. He opened the door a fraction and bade us look. In the middle of the room tied to a pole that was fixed to the floor was — what was it — an animal? No, although like a crazed beast, its eyes burned with fury, the head swayed back and forth and the heels drummed up and down, up and down while it wrenched at the ropes holding it to the post. It was barely recognisable as a young girl, tormented and crazed by a thousand demons.

Closing the door, the old man took us to his sitting room. “That’s Lydia. I’ve prayed to God day and night for my grandchild, but He’s not listening.” The tears glistened on his lined face. “Can you see why I cannot trust Him as a little child?”

I glanced at Theo and saw his face shine. “Sir, God has heard your prayer. His timing is perfect. He wants you to know about His Messiah. He’s come to save us from our sins and deliver us from the oppression of the Evil One.”

He told him the good news of Jesus, the Messiah. On finishing, he said, “Now, take us to Lydia.”

It was our first taste of the power Jesus gave us. With screeching and a stench that filled the house, the demons fled. Lydia’s eyes softened, her face transformed and she spoke to her grandfather in a voice as sweet and clear as a mountain stream. “Thank you, Grandpa for praying so earnestly for me.” She smiled as she held the weeping, trembling old man. That evening we preached to a packed house.  Lydia, had waltzed around the village in a dance of joy, spreading the good news. The Kingdom of God permeated the whole village as we stayed at the old man’s home preaching, teaching, healing the sick and driving out demons in the Name of Jesus.

Then we moved to the next village and the scene was repeated as we used Jesus’ strategy, staying in people’s homes and ministering from there. (Luke 10:7) We’d never experienced such power.          

Finally, after filling village after village with the light of God, we reported back to Jesus. “Even the demons obeyed us!” we exclaimed with excitement. The other seventy disciples had similar stories. (Luke 10:17)

But Jesus warned us, “Don’t get carried away with the power I’ve given you. Remember from whence it came and rejoice that God has chosen you to be with Him.” (Luke 10:20) It was a sober lesson. I admit, the power had gone to my head a little.

And now, my little home, it’ll be good to sleep in my own bed with familiar things around me, but then I’ll have to say goodbye to you. You see, there’s a Messiah who has no place to lay His head (Luke 9:58) and I’ll be following Him wherever He goes.

How Does God Heal?

How Does God Heal?

The interaction of love, medicine and miracles

I suppose it’s because we can go to a doctor without any reference to God, that some people think of healing by doctors  as some sort of alternative to God’s healing. I have heard people say, “I’m not going to a doctor. I’m trusting God to heal me.”  

I’ve also heard others say, “Well, the doctor hasn’t done much, I’ll just have to pray.”

It’s as though doctors and God are in some kind of opposition.

The fact is, God is responsible for all true healing. As we walk in love, acknowledging His hand in our lives, we can participate with Him in our healing. An attitude of love, medicine and miracles are all part of God’s healing process. I write more extensively on this in Prayer, Medicine and Miracles, but want to write about it now because I’ve had direct experience of God intervening in my life through medicine.

My wife and I were due to go to a picturesque town in the Cape for a four month break house-sitting for my daughter. She hadn’t asked; it was an idea that came from nowhere as I awoke one morning, when I knew she’d be away.

Shortly before we were due to leave, I experienced a slight ache in my arm and a bit of breathlessness while jogging. Had we not been going to a fairly remote village, I probably would have ignored it, but because we would not be near sophisticated medical facilities, I thought I’d better get it checked.

Within a week, I was in hospital having a stent put into a major coronary artery which was close to blocking.

I have no doubt God put the idea of house-sitting in my mind to precipitate me into seeking a medical checkup for a minor complaint which, had I ignored it, could have killed me with a heart attack.

In His love, He used hi-tech medicine to fix my problem without major surgery.

  • God deserves the glory for all true healing.
  • When we see Him as responsible for all healing, we can avail ourselves of everything at our disposal
  • This includes diet, exercise, alternative medicine as well, of course as prayer.
  • In fact, prayer can enhance any other aspect of healing. In one instance which I describe in Prayer,Medicine and Miracles, I was asked to take over a patient in ICU who was deteriorating. I did not change any treatment, but started praying with him. He immediately improved and recovered.
  • Of course, it doesn’t include  methods that go against the Word of God (psychic healing, transcendental meditation or methods that pay homage to other religions). These might produce physical results but leave you spiritually oppressed/bankrupt, which is not true, holistic healing.
  • Even if a doctor is not a believer, you can trust God to use him. There are instances in the Bible where God has used unbelievers for His purposes.
  • It depends on where you put your focus. Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus and trust Him to heal you in whatever way He wishes (and He does wish it for you.)
  • Nothing is impossible for God.

Heal me, O LORD, and I shall be healed; save me, and I shall be saved, for you are my praise. (Jer.17:14)

Depression, ECT and Forgiveness

Depression, ECT and Forgiveness

One of my duties as an anaesthetist was to give anaesthetics to patients undergoing shock therapy (electroconvulsive therapy, or ECT). In this treatment for severe depression, electrodes are placed on both temples and an electric current is passed between them. This causes the patient to have an epileptic fit. I know it sounds barbaric, but it is effective for intractable depression. It was my job to modify the physical manifestations of the fit by temporarily paralysing the patient so that he/she did not suffer the severe muscular contractions. I gave a short acting anaesthetic and then an equally short acting paralysing drug. I then breathed for the patient, forcing oxygen into the lungs until the ECT was over and the paralysing drug had worn off.

While we were waiting for this to happen, I chatted to the psychiatrist.

“What is the most common cause of depression in your opinion? I asked one day.

His response was prompt. “Without a doubt, it’s to do with forgiveness. Either the person cannot forgive someone else, or a person will not forgive them, or they cannot forgive themselves.”

“And how do you treat that?”

The psychiatrist was vague. “We give them affirming exercises to do. They look in the mirror and tell themselves how valuable they are; we tell them their true worth. That sort of thing.”

“But what if they truly have done something despicable, or have had something horrific done against them? What’s the basis for their experiencing or extending forgiveness?”

He shrugged his shoulders as I continued. “There has to be more than merely looking in the mirror and saying, “I’m okay” when you know deep down that you’re not. Surely Jesus is the only answer. They’re okay because Jesus showed their worth by the price He paid, and they can forgive because they have been forgiven.”

He could only answer lamely, “Well, what we do does help.” But the line of patients waiting for their ECT showed its ineffectiveness to many.

At this point the paralysing drug had worn off, the patient started breathing on her own and the conversation was over.

How valuable it would be to tell these people about Jesus and to offer to pray with them. We all have done things we are ashamed of, and been hurt by others. We all need a relationship with Jesus, and an appreciation of the wonder of Calvary, but when unforgiveness cripples your life, there is an urgency to know the God of Grace and Love. He is the Way, the Truth and the Life.

Witnessing for Jesus in hospital and out
A new doctor is caught in a web of African superstition and dying children.